Tonight, I Cried

Sometimes things in life take you by complete surprise.  I wasn’t expecting today to bring me an experience that I’ll never forget — I never thought that something so seemingly insignificant could bring me to tears.  But it did.

Fatherhood

I am not someone who cries easily (I rarely even tear up), but this evening as my little boy began to drift off to sleep in my arms, the tears began to well up in my eyes.  I wasn’t crying because he was sick or injured, I wasn’t crying because I had to leave him for a week-long business trip, I wasn’t even crying because I was thinking about the emotional day we brought him home.  It sounds so silly to say it, but I cried because he was there with me at that moment, and I was there with him.  We just were.  Together.

I’m sitting here now wondering how I can explain my feelings in more sensical terms, but I can’t.  I’m not even sure why I felt the need to blog about it.  I just want to remember how I felt tonight.

I love you Harrison.

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  • http://thegrayfam.wordpress.com Heidi

    I love you Babe! It's moments like these we'll talk about when he's all grown up!

  • Mom

    Those experiences are the best of times, Michael – And they don't stop happening when your babies grow up. You'll find yourself crying at the strangest times . . . even just looking across the room and seeing them talking, laughing and just being themselves. And you thank God for making them – them and that He saw fit to allow you to raise them. Times just like – - this – - I am so proud of you and the fine Christian man you've become. I love you, Michael!
    OK – someone turn on the windshield wipers, please!!!

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/patriciazell patriciazell

    Please remember to always, always–no matter what he does–to bless him and pray protection over him. Harrison is a gift from God to you. My husband and I have eight children between us (seven from our marriage) and we value each and every one of them, their spouses, and their children.